So the last eight months have consisted of....
Confused relationships... why exes should stay exes, and why being friends with them can cause more self harm then cutting them and others out altogether.
New challenges.... I finally managed to get a bit of confidence and throwing myself down a mountain, and not completely hating it. I must thank both the staff at Xscape in Milton Keynes, and Aaron and Rob in Pas de La Casa for assisting in this, i actually couldn't wait to go back this year, and although sadly i didn't manage to make it. I am seriously considering doing a season out there... bit of a way to go with my confidence first, but you never know.
New confidence, i recently did something that was completely out of character, completely not me, and something i would usually completely slate myself about, but i haven't and I did it. And although I am concerned what others will think about me should i reveal or they find out, even this is something I am only slightly musing about rather obsessing and for two nights, i got to actually enjoy myself rather then thinking of the 100 different escape routes, and the actual consequences of my actions. Consequences.
Parents... I know this is something we all suffer, and love and hate and all the emotions in between, but could someone please stop mine preventing progress, yes i am a loner, yes i like the quiet life, and no i have never been clubbing, but if i do decide to go out, accept what i tell you and don't quiz me further, or I stop doing it, just take it at face value! You would think that parents would discover that nagging even when they think they are taking an interest (nosying) does not assist make their children behave the way they want them too.
So... onwards and upwards....
New challenges:
- Trip on my own somewhere... possibly Ireland
- New job - I have to progress rather then stagnating
- Keeping this blog regularly - once a fortnight is better then nothing
- Making new friends
- Weight loss
- Gym - Currently at 2 classes and 3 other sessions a week. Progress needs to be made
