The New Year...

It's the first of January 2013, and along with the majority of the population. I really feel that I am going to make an impact on my life this year. Last year I achieved so much. This year I am going to do better. Things i did in 2012, that i am so proud of myself for:

• Go Ape - Tree top assult course at Thetford. Alongside my best friend, we completed the 5 levels, of high balance exercises, I had to trust equipment and drop.
• Exercise regime - I did a lot of exercise, and although i am not where i want to be weight wise, i did get into a size 14 pair of trousers, wore the shortest dress I have ever worn - twice. Was able to shop in Oasis all because i love exercise now
• Silverstone - The hardest year I have ever done - and it was really hard this year, with the amount of rain. I could have given up, but i didn't. I asked for help when i needed it, but although it was tough i have done it again.
• Skiing- I can almost parallel ski, and although i am completely a wimp, I am better than i was, and i am definately ready for this next year.
• I bought a house - how can i not be proud of myself. Help might have been required, but i did it, i now am a home owner (with a huge mortgage and lots of bills) but i don't live at home with my parents any more.
• I won both women of the year and Miss Slinky at Slimming World
• I have started to accept myself as me.

Maybe the last one is the most important, there is still a long way to go, but if i can get there that will be amazing. This year is full of incredible memories, the olympics, Go ape, the paralympics, Silverstone, Wales rugby, strictly live at the o2.

This year, I would really like to work on my weight, and my emotional eating. I am going to go to the gym, where I feel happy and in the inside group. I will still go to Slimming World. I am going to try and get a better job, one that makes me feel happy inside, so I enjoy going to work. What that is, i don't know. I know I will get there when I want to though. I can do anything,